Present Day

okay! I currently do not have anything else to share except what exactly I can feel rn.

I recently met with an accident and have been on bed rest since then...

Not very seriously injured but yeah a bit more than little, I obviously don't want to talk about my cuts n bruises here.

Instead I will talk about what all I have been doing n feeling since past 3 days.

There have been phases, I have been brave and I have been week at the same time.

I was with my friend who unfortunately got a bit more injured than me as she was also the driver.

Anyway I tried being strong until someone rescued me from mixed emotions to a secured hug... My dad and I started crying not out of pain but out of relief, relief that everything is fine.

Then we came home and everything was back to how it was supposed to be except my thoughts.

I wanted love n warmth... Just because I have been brave didn't mean that I was in less pain.

I am glad to have such beautiful n caring parents who have been taking care of my needs just like a 6 years old baby.

I wasn't sure if this is exactly what I wanted I wanted some more pampering not from my family but from the few friends that I have and etc etc... Argh! I started thinking again :P when I over think I cannot tell you what levels of stupid scary thoughts I think about...

But the moral of the story is... Well their isn't any story though but all I could say for wrapping this up is be happy with all u have... No matter how huge or small is it just be happy n ya don't over think.

Cya!!!